A week without my drugs.

My Drugs = SJ

Yeah it's a fact. My whole week turns into a disaster. Seriously, I can't live without my drugs. They're too strong. I can't deny it.

Okay now kena remind myself bawak laptop! Ishh macam mana la boleh tertinggal. Haih. Internet pula takde lagi kat rumah sewa. Duhh suffer much!

A week without updating about them really torture me. Sumpah rasa cm lost. Rindu dorang? Hm tak payah cakap. Bila dapat tengok mv No Other, terus je burst! Rindu yg menyesakkan jiwa :(

No Other.

The title really suits this post. Sumpah, "No Other" than Super Junior. Okay No Other is a song title from their repackaged album. This song was created by Leeteuk and Henry themselves. OMG they really did a great job! The result was superb!

Watched their performance on Music Bank this evening. I really anticipated for it since the MV wasn't released yet. Darn you SME! Blame you for this. The MV supposed to be out before their performance, right? Or they didn't have MV for this song? LOL :P

But hell yeah the song was great, their dance was ppperfect! Their looks, aishh can't describe it. They all looked adorable in there. The dance reminds me of their Miracle performance. Goshh I really missed those times ;( But hey, no more shirtless. Well, they are showing their gentleman side. Previously on Miinah they showed their masculine side. *drools :D

I don't know what else to say. Just watch this video. Enjoyyyy ^^

The best part was, they all looked soooo happy in here, isn't it? Leeteuk, especially :) Yeah I know its your song, you must be proud of it right? Well done oppa! Henry and you really did an excellent job! Woots! ^^

Leeteuk's birthday surprise :)

Well as what I've expected, the members really prepared something for the leader. Throwing a cake to Teukie's face lol that was EPIC! ^^

You guys daebakk! ^^

LOL teukie's face :D

Actually there's a video of it as well but I can't upload it here. Idk why but I think its going bitchy. Sighs.

But nevermind if you really wanna watch it you may find it on videos at my fb profile. Tu pun kalau rajin :P

Oh it's raining today. I wonder if it's raining in Korea too. If it is, then Teuk must be very happy. As he claimed that he is the angel without wings. Because it was raining when he was born.
LOL ^^

Sucks.

I don't even know how to start it. Everything was such a mess!

Went to Bangi for registration at 11am. But sesat, so I arrived there at 12pm lebih macam tu. Went to BSN to pay the fees and then went to print shop to print all the documents. Meet Kai there :)

So after we settled our things there, its already 1pm. The registration closed for a while [lunch hour]. Then by 2pm we went back there. Okay at the "sahsiah rupa diri" section, tak lepas. Cz I'm wearing skinny and long kemeja. Hello tutup punggung okayy. She said, "Saya memang tak boleh nak lepaskan awak. Pergi tukar baju kurung" I was like, whatthehell? Last sem boleh jee ish sumpah bodoh! How on Earth am I going to find baju kurung on the spot? Tell me!

But thank God Kai ada. So I borrow hers. Dah kena patah balik pergi rumah sewa. Nasib baik kat 15teen. Kalau kat section3 memang nak mati lah kan. Ok time tu sumpah dah macam, cursing gila babi. Non-stop. Maaf lah ya emotional sebentar.

Then datang balik sana. 1st and 2nd section, lepas. Sampai je 3rd section, stuck. Cz Kai having some problems. So we went out of the line and discuss. She have to see the Director to disucss about her problems. Ok I accompanied her, sebab tak sampai hati pula nak biarkan dia sorang2. Besides, she already waited for me and accompanied me before that. So fair lah kan.

She asked me to settle down my registration first, but I was like, nevermind lagipun bukannya lama sangat kan. Ok I thought sempat la cz registration close at 4.30pm. And it was 3pm that time. So I waited for her outside. Then, got this one kerani passed by and another one kerani at the counter asked, "Dah habis ke registration?" And she answered, "Haa dah habis dah, baru je tadi" Ok GREAT! F**kkkkkk! Ok that was absolutely, goshh! I don't know how to describe it. Bodoh cakap 4.30pm tutup so tunggu je la sampai 4.30. Apa pemalas sangat dorang nih? Tu la orang melayu, cakap macam apa tah. Bloody hell!

So dengan perasaan kecewa marah bengang sakit hati, balik je la. Oh told ya before that I'm not a good driver right? I mean, jalan. Sumpah bab jalan ni memang lemah. I'm not a type of person yang ingat jalan. Lalu la 10times on the same road pun, I still can't remember it. Langsung, ok. Then cm takpe, ikut je la signboard Shah Alam. Ikut punya ikut then pufff! Hilang. Ok bagus la. Where the hell is Shah Alam? Get confused. Signboard mana nak ikut ni? Lalu Dengkil, reject. Lagi tak berani nak lalu jalan dalam. Now signboard to Ipoh, Kajang, and apa tah lagi. Shit laa where the hell is Shah Alam hah bodohh? And I took Kajang. Bagus, kan?

Ok sesat dekat highway, faham2 je la kan. U-turn bukan main jauh lagi. Sumpah babi. Dah la lalu kat tempat yang sama. Eh seriouslyyy.. *speechless.

Then called Laila. Idk why but her name popped up into my mind. Then cakap sesat semua. And she asked me where am I. I was like, taktauuuu. Macam kat mana2 je hwaaaaaaaaa! And lepastu ada 2exit right in front of me. The right side is Kajang and the left side is Sri Kembangan. I was like, Laila Sri Kembangan or Kajang? Cepaatttt! Then she also shouted, Sri Kembangan Sri Kembangan!! LOL she must be anxious just like me :D

Ok then I followed her direction bla bla bla [still, ada sesat sikit] but then lastly I found Bukit Jalil. Then I was like, fuhh! Sumpah kalau boleh nak melompat time tu juga. Lalu depan Stadium and Vista Komanwel, sumpah teringat! Both Farah's house and SJ! :( How I missed those times T___T

Alhamdulillah I reached home, finally. Thank God nothing bad happened. Now sakit2 badan drive lama sangat haih. Really wish Donghae is here, with me. Goshh I need him badly! ;(

p/s ; Orang sini memang drive lembab eh? Dah tawu slow kau amek la lane kiri bodohh taktau rules ke apa. Bongok nak mampos penat kaki aku tukar2 gear. And oh, korang tak reti guna signal ke? Bodoh dah tawu nak belok signal la ishh! Kalau aku langgar kau tadi macam mana? F**k!

Happy birthday Leeteuk!

Saengil chukka hamnida! Tawu yang tu je. Yang lain tak reti haha. Happy 28th birthday Park Jung Soo oppa! Omg you're that old? Lol you should get yourself a gf :D Thanks for being a great leader. You take care of your dongsaengs very well. Eventhough you're a big bully, it doesn't matter. I loooove the way you are. You're the eldest in SJ but you're acting like you're the youngest one. Lol I remember this pretty well. But I don't remember which member said this. But it's true. Haha you can't get rid of it, right? Nevermind, I still love you ^^


This must be from the fans. ELFs are so sweet, right? Taking care of our oppas ;)

Sorry Teukie oppa tak boleh nak cakap panjang2 cz I'm not in a good shape. I hope this is enough, for now. Have a blast! ^^

p/s ; I hope the member prepared something for him. Pranks, for sure. Hee can't wait for your videos on Twitter! ;)

Tomorrow..

Hm esok registration day. This morning, actually. Now is already 2.15am. I haven't prepare anything ok. Langsung. Print all the documents that will be needed pun tak. Packing pun tak. Ish apa nii?? Sumpah tak ready. Ah biar lah. Abaikan saja.

Okay tak suka jumpa semua orang esok. The 1st thing that they would ask is, how's your result? Okay ask me that and I'll slap you in the face. I'm not in the right mood to answer that kind of question.

Yeah this week mood sucks. So don't make me explode. Really.

Bad day.

Screw today and tomorrow! Sumpah benci. Ok today was completely a disaster! Told ya that I hate it when people yelling at me. I don't care who you are but pleasee, don't do the things that I really don't like. Tell you what, I'm not deaf yet so don't yell at me as if I was completely deaf! Pfhh.

My mum. She scolded me just now. Everything I did was wrong. Semua tak kena. Eh apesal tah. Selalu cakap pasal dunia nak kiamat lepastu bebel pasal tak tutp aurat semua. Eh saya tawu lahh no need to remind me like, thousand times. Dulu mama pakai skirt lagi, apa cerita? Ish sumpah bengang. Dah la accuse macam2. Suka buat assumption sendiri. Eh tolong la dah la serabut pasal esok lepastu ni pula jadi. Goshh!

Don't make me curse here, please.

Benci semua. Screw everything. My life sucks. Totally.

I'm thinking bout death right now.

Random.

Thank God parents dah balik yayyy no more wake up early in the morning. Haha and alhamdulillah Tokki is just fine. Mama said, after operation Tokki macam lebih ceria mama tengok. Takde la suram je macam dulu. I'm soooo glad to hear that ^^

Oh I listened to SJ's 4th Repackaged album. The songs were great! Daebakkk! <3 A short journey. A song from Eunhae to Kangin. Okay sumpah menangis. There's a lot of Kangin's voice in that song. Pffhh! Why did you have to go? Whyyyyy? T____T

Donghae, hotness overload! <3

Okay enough spamming about them. Their songs really makes my day! Boleh mimpi indah sekejap lagi :D

Oh btw I'm going out with Qusya tomorrow! Woots! ^^ Going to meet her for the 1st time since we've been a goodfriends for about 3years and more I guess. Quite long, isn't it. That is whyyy I'm so freaking excited! :D

Alright til then ~

Stuck.

Get stucked with this video. *drools. Keep on playing it before I went to sleep. Video of Donghae singing this song and also the song sang by Craig David himself. I do think that Donghae did better than Craig. I mean Donghae's voice was really fit with this song. LOL sorry to Craig David fans. No offense ^^

You Don't Miss Your Water (Til The Well Runs Dry) by Craig David.

As I sail with you across the finest oceans
On our way to find the key to our emotions
Together will me move the clouds to brighter days
Some people question what I say
Try to break up you and me

But I know this love between us is growing stronger
You can call me whenever, from wherever just remember that
I'll be there through all the stormy weather
Us break up never, no, we'll be together forever

You dont miss your water till the well runs dry
But I believe so strongly with you and I
Can somebody answer me the question why?
You dont miss your water till the well runs dry

As I close my eyes, sit back while reminiscing
Of when we used to fuss and fight but end up kissing
There may be sad and painful times along the way
But in my heart you'll always be everything and more to me

For I know this love between us is growing stronger
You can call me wheneer, from wherever just remember that
I'll be there throught all the stormy weather
Us break up never, no, we'll be together forever

You dont miss your water till the well runs dry
But i believe so strongly with you and i
Can somebody answer me the question why?
You dont miss your water till the well runs dry

*Now I can go to sleep peacefully. Going to meet him in my Lalaland ^^
Goodnight~

What a day.

Ok I sleep quite late last night. Mama and Ayah were away to Johor since two days ago. Tokki's matter. So I have to take care of my little sisters which I can say that they're quite annoying. Well sometimes. But they helped me a lot. Thanks adik2ku sayang :)

I woke up several times this morning. Phone calls from ayah and also an unknown number. Ignored all of it. Jihan too. Keep on waking me up. Grrr! But as usual, I'm using my 5minutes tactic. "Kak fajin bangun laaa cepat turun bawah" Then I was like, "Hm alaaaa kejap la 10minit" LOL. Not using 5minutes anymore. It is not enough I think. And been like that for how many times tah. Ok sumpah mengantuk tak larat gila nak bangun. Last2 terjaga and it was like 1pm HAHA. And I saw Jihan laid on my leg, sleeping. Poor her. Penat kejut eh sampai tertidur sekali? :D

Then I waked them up. Asked them what they wanted to eat today for lunch. Planned on bringing them to Aeon Bukit Tinggi. Okayy here's our conversation...

Shamine & Jihan ; Eee dah la mengigau tadi [baru je bangun dah cakap macam ni. ceh siot betul]
Me ; Asal pulakkkk? Mana ada menipu je.
Jihan ; Iya laaa tak percaya tanya Shamine.
Me ; Yeke? Kak fajin cakap apa?
Jihan ; Kitorang dah bangun tadi lepastu tiba2 Kak fajin cakap, "Habistu kau nak makan apa? Kaki kucing? Cuba la fikir sikit"
Me ; Hah? Tipuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!
Shamine & Jihan ; Eh betul laaaa kitorang saksi kot.
Jihan ; Entah dah la kuat gila cakap. Terkejut tengok. Jihan ingat Kak fajin cakap dengan siapa. Bila tengok mata pejam [while laughing hardly over me]
Me ; *Siot punya adik. Eleh biar laa mana Kak fajin sedar.

Ok and they keep on teasing me. Hey stop it okayyy. Oh buli Kak fajin ehh. Siap la korang! Haha teringat pula masa kat Sri Ayu. My roommates semua cakap saya kuat mengigau. Every morning mesti ada cerita. Satu rumah tawu. Aduhh malunya. Lepastu bahan tak sudah. Hahaha ^^



But basically I had fun today with them. Gonna missed them bila balik Bangi nanti. Hwaaaaaaaaa nak cuti lagi!!!!! :(

Oh btw Ayah texted me just now. He said the doctors are going to cut Tokki's leg due to the spreading of the diabetic bacteria err something like that. Sorry saya tak taktau bab2 medic ni. Oh God I'm praying for Tokki's health. May he recover soon! Ok sumpah risau and takut. Hopefully things will be fine. Just fine. Insyaallah..