Addicted.

I am so freaking looooooved this song! Like, seriously.
Angela, by Super Junior :)

i think of the first time that i saw you.. in a moment, my heart fell apart
although you’re cold-hearted, you’re too wonderful of a person to erase

you are my angel, whisper softly
an affectionate whisper: “i love you everyday”
the sadness of only one.. i pray that i won’t wake up from this dream

i’ll be okay.. i’ve always been like this.
even being behind you, i’m still happy like this
tears fall again, even at your jokes
because i have to stay by your side with just a cold face

when you’re lonely, or even when you’re sad, if that man who can protect you is me
i can love you right now as you are.. forever, really forever

you are my angel, whisper softly
i imagined your once-sweet smile all night long
the memories of staying up all night from one meaningless word

i’ll be okay.. i’ve always been like this.
even the brushing past of your hand makes me happy like this
tears fall again, even at your playfulness
because i have to stay by your side just as your most comfortable friend
(ohh~ by your side, by your side)

i shouldn’t be thinking thoughts like this
i know the place that i should have
now i’ll erase you who fills my mind

love me.. no, forget me.
even being behind you, i’m still happy like this
tears fall again, even at your jokes
because i have to stay by your side just as your most comfortable friend
i just have to stay by your side.. next to you.. forever

Great!

Just now Kak Ain a.k.a Farah's friend sent me a message through fb. She asked me about the SME's thingy. And also, about SS3 in Malaysia. But then she asked me whether I'm going to SS3 in Singapore or not. I said nooo because I don't have any friends to go with. Then she asked me to go there with her! Okayy seriously nak pergi! But but, takut tak dapat green light from parents. Ufff! Ah tak kira, nak pergi juga! By hook or by crook :P

So, I have to starve for this whole month since the ticket will be sold on next month. The ticket price is about 497rm, if I'm not mistaken. Like the previous SS2 ticket in Malaysia. Will I survive? YES, definitely! Anything for my babyyy! ^^

Well talking bout SS3 really makes my heart pounds up very fast! This will be the best thing ever! Lebih seronok daripada ada boyfriend previously. Lol :P

Seriously I can't wait to see you my darling! *jumps off happily :D

Random.

As usual, I let my blog been abandoned. I really had no time to update everything. Hm many things happened recently. I don't know where I should start. But hey! I got a new friend. Woots! ^^

It is nice to know him in person, you know. I really hope that we could make a pair of good friends. But I don't know why all of my friends were gossiping me with him. Is it wrong to have a boyfriend? Saya kawan je dengan lelaki lain takda pun kena gossip :P

Oh btw, last week we had a mini handball tournament. I participated :) But in cheers. Well the luck is on our side. We won the 2nd prize winner! *Clapping hands ^^ It is quite shocked since our team didn't put much effort on winning the prize. Yeah last minute discussion and last minute practice, but it ends up being on the 2nd spot! Congrats to us! Yeayyyy! *Cehh padahal 2nd place je tu pun nak kecoh. Lalala :P

Well I had a dinner with my family just now. Celebrating my belated birthday. Tsk sedih je lambat celebrate. But nevermind, at least something than nothing! Yuhuu thanks Mama, Ayah! Thanks for everything. I love you both til death! You both were such a great parents everrr! No one can ever replace your spot :D

Basically today is a great day! But....

;(

Darn you, SME!

Okay seriously you screwed off everything! A small thing you turned it into a BIG problem! What the hell is wrong with you actually? Just because of Redstar has brought JYJ into Malaysia you want to cancel SS3? I don't know where the hell is your brain. Seriously if SS3 is really not going to happen in Malaysia I would bash you up! Like, anywhere and everywhere. Urghh damn you!

For the time being, I'm praying for the best. I really hope that I wouldn't be canceled.
Insyaallah..

A week without my drugs.

My Drugs = SJ

Yeah it's a fact. My whole week turns into a disaster. Seriously, I can't live without my drugs. They're too strong. I can't deny it.

Okay now kena remind myself bawak laptop! Ishh macam mana la boleh tertinggal. Haih. Internet pula takde lagi kat rumah sewa. Duhh suffer much!

A week without updating about them really torture me. Sumpah rasa cm lost. Rindu dorang? Hm tak payah cakap. Bila dapat tengok mv No Other, terus je burst! Rindu yg menyesakkan jiwa :(

No Other.

The title really suits this post. Sumpah, "No Other" than Super Junior. Okay No Other is a song title from their repackaged album. This song was created by Leeteuk and Henry themselves. OMG they really did a great job! The result was superb!

Watched their performance on Music Bank this evening. I really anticipated for it since the MV wasn't released yet. Darn you SME! Blame you for this. The MV supposed to be out before their performance, right? Or they didn't have MV for this song? LOL :P

But hell yeah the song was great, their dance was ppperfect! Their looks, aishh can't describe it. They all looked adorable in there. The dance reminds me of their Miracle performance. Goshh I really missed those times ;( But hey, no more shirtless. Well, they are showing their gentleman side. Previously on Miinah they showed their masculine side. *drools :D

I don't know what else to say. Just watch this video. Enjoyyyy ^^

The best part was, they all looked soooo happy in here, isn't it? Leeteuk, especially :) Yeah I know its your song, you must be proud of it right? Well done oppa! Henry and you really did an excellent job! Woots! ^^

Leeteuk's birthday surprise :)

Well as what I've expected, the members really prepared something for the leader. Throwing a cake to Teukie's face lol that was EPIC! ^^

You guys daebakk! ^^

LOL teukie's face :D

Actually there's a video of it as well but I can't upload it here. Idk why but I think its going bitchy. Sighs.

But nevermind if you really wanna watch it you may find it on videos at my fb profile. Tu pun kalau rajin :P

Oh it's raining today. I wonder if it's raining in Korea too. If it is, then Teuk must be very happy. As he claimed that he is the angel without wings. Because it was raining when he was born.
LOL ^^

Sucks.

I don't even know how to start it. Everything was such a mess!

Went to Bangi for registration at 11am. But sesat, so I arrived there at 12pm lebih macam tu. Went to BSN to pay the fees and then went to print shop to print all the documents. Meet Kai there :)

So after we settled our things there, its already 1pm. The registration closed for a while [lunch hour]. Then by 2pm we went back there. Okay at the "sahsiah rupa diri" section, tak lepas. Cz I'm wearing skinny and long kemeja. Hello tutup punggung okayy. She said, "Saya memang tak boleh nak lepaskan awak. Pergi tukar baju kurung" I was like, whatthehell? Last sem boleh jee ish sumpah bodoh! How on Earth am I going to find baju kurung on the spot? Tell me!

But thank God Kai ada. So I borrow hers. Dah kena patah balik pergi rumah sewa. Nasib baik kat 15teen. Kalau kat section3 memang nak mati lah kan. Ok time tu sumpah dah macam, cursing gila babi. Non-stop. Maaf lah ya emotional sebentar.

Then datang balik sana. 1st and 2nd section, lepas. Sampai je 3rd section, stuck. Cz Kai having some problems. So we went out of the line and discuss. She have to see the Director to disucss about her problems. Ok I accompanied her, sebab tak sampai hati pula nak biarkan dia sorang2. Besides, she already waited for me and accompanied me before that. So fair lah kan.

She asked me to settle down my registration first, but I was like, nevermind lagipun bukannya lama sangat kan. Ok I thought sempat la cz registration close at 4.30pm. And it was 3pm that time. So I waited for her outside. Then, got this one kerani passed by and another one kerani at the counter asked, "Dah habis ke registration?" And she answered, "Haa dah habis dah, baru je tadi" Ok GREAT! F**kkkkkk! Ok that was absolutely, goshh! I don't know how to describe it. Bodoh cakap 4.30pm tutup so tunggu je la sampai 4.30. Apa pemalas sangat dorang nih? Tu la orang melayu, cakap macam apa tah. Bloody hell!

So dengan perasaan kecewa marah bengang sakit hati, balik je la. Oh told ya before that I'm not a good driver right? I mean, jalan. Sumpah bab jalan ni memang lemah. I'm not a type of person yang ingat jalan. Lalu la 10times on the same road pun, I still can't remember it. Langsung, ok. Then cm takpe, ikut je la signboard Shah Alam. Ikut punya ikut then pufff! Hilang. Ok bagus la. Where the hell is Shah Alam? Get confused. Signboard mana nak ikut ni? Lalu Dengkil, reject. Lagi tak berani nak lalu jalan dalam. Now signboard to Ipoh, Kajang, and apa tah lagi. Shit laa where the hell is Shah Alam hah bodohh? And I took Kajang. Bagus, kan?

Ok sesat dekat highway, faham2 je la kan. U-turn bukan main jauh lagi. Sumpah babi. Dah la lalu kat tempat yang sama. Eh seriouslyyy.. *speechless.

Then called Laila. Idk why but her name popped up into my mind. Then cakap sesat semua. And she asked me where am I. I was like, taktauuuu. Macam kat mana2 je hwaaaaaaaaa! And lepastu ada 2exit right in front of me. The right side is Kajang and the left side is Sri Kembangan. I was like, Laila Sri Kembangan or Kajang? Cepaatttt! Then she also shouted, Sri Kembangan Sri Kembangan!! LOL she must be anxious just like me :D

Ok then I followed her direction bla bla bla [still, ada sesat sikit] but then lastly I found Bukit Jalil. Then I was like, fuhh! Sumpah kalau boleh nak melompat time tu juga. Lalu depan Stadium and Vista Komanwel, sumpah teringat! Both Farah's house and SJ! :( How I missed those times T___T

Alhamdulillah I reached home, finally. Thank God nothing bad happened. Now sakit2 badan drive lama sangat haih. Really wish Donghae is here, with me. Goshh I need him badly! ;(

p/s ; Orang sini memang drive lembab eh? Dah tawu slow kau amek la lane kiri bodohh taktau rules ke apa. Bongok nak mampos penat kaki aku tukar2 gear. And oh, korang tak reti guna signal ke? Bodoh dah tawu nak belok signal la ishh! Kalau aku langgar kau tadi macam mana? F**k!

Happy birthday Leeteuk!

Saengil chukka hamnida! Tawu yang tu je. Yang lain tak reti haha. Happy 28th birthday Park Jung Soo oppa! Omg you're that old? Lol you should get yourself a gf :D Thanks for being a great leader. You take care of your dongsaengs very well. Eventhough you're a big bully, it doesn't matter. I loooove the way you are. You're the eldest in SJ but you're acting like you're the youngest one. Lol I remember this pretty well. But I don't remember which member said this. But it's true. Haha you can't get rid of it, right? Nevermind, I still love you ^^


This must be from the fans. ELFs are so sweet, right? Taking care of our oppas ;)

Sorry Teukie oppa tak boleh nak cakap panjang2 cz I'm not in a good shape. I hope this is enough, for now. Have a blast! ^^

p/s ; I hope the member prepared something for him. Pranks, for sure. Hee can't wait for your videos on Twitter! ;)

Tomorrow..

Hm esok registration day. This morning, actually. Now is already 2.15am. I haven't prepare anything ok. Langsung. Print all the documents that will be needed pun tak. Packing pun tak. Ish apa nii?? Sumpah tak ready. Ah biar lah. Abaikan saja.

Okay tak suka jumpa semua orang esok. The 1st thing that they would ask is, how's your result? Okay ask me that and I'll slap you in the face. I'm not in the right mood to answer that kind of question.

Yeah this week mood sucks. So don't make me explode. Really.