Leaving a fracture.

i dont know how am i going to face this whole thing.
i dont have anyone by my side. im lost. totally lost.
my spirit booster, its gone.
i need it back, please.
my eyes are swollen. been cried for most of the time.
oh fajin, kenapa dgn kau? kenapa lemah sgt?
come on, u still got him, right?
apa lg yg tak puas?
theres a thing. i need the old him back.
thats it. and i'll be happy like before.
im sorry if i messed up the whole thing.
and sorry for not being such a perfect person to u.
but please, stay. i need u to fill up the colours of my life