Sucks.

While downloading SS2 DVD just now, I saw this..



It was during the members introduction and it's Donghae's turn. He went over the fans and randomly grab the hand and he kissed. F**kkkk! You have no idea how I explode just now. Poor Shamine became my victim. Luckily I didn't hit her so hard. Marah bengang geram tsk ;( I never thought he would do that. Oh Donghae you really screwed up my day.

I hate you. Bye.

Naruto.

Naruto = Nickhunnnnnnn!!! Okay boleh mati sekarang. Lol its always been him in my head recently. Time nak jawab exam pun boleh lagi terbayang Nickhun's part in I'll Be Back.

Nickhun's rap is EPIC!! His pronunciation is just, awesome! He looks great with just a headband omg I can't breathe. Seriously I'm in love with him. Well yeah, my current obsession tehee :D

But but, Donghae is still the first, don't worry :)

LOL.

Kau bodoh.

Hahaha regretting for the wrong things you have done to me? Stupid you. Masa aku serious dengan kau, kau main2. Now nak regret pulak. Well kiss my ass dude! Get a life, seriously.

Thanks to you cz I'm so happy with my life right now. Feel much more better without you. Opps isn't it too mean? Who cares, anyway :P

$$$$

MONEYYYY! I need more money, pleaseeeeeeeeee? I wanna go to ss3 in Singapore so badly! Now I got no money left in my purse. Nak keluarkan from Tabung Haji, mesti ayah tak kasi. For my future, he said tsk ;( But this is my future too, Ayah. Nak jumpa Donghae! *roll on the floor crying*

Merajuk.

For the past 3weeks I've been merajuk sebab tunggu Donghae update twitter tapi tak update2 punnn. So oleh yg demikian, saya mengambil keputusan untuk tidak online kerana takut kecewa tsk ;( Oh how pathetic kann HAHA!

Well since I already MERDEKA! *clapping hands, I decided to online. Bukak je twitter, first thing first mesti lah stalk dia! Then tengok banyak gila eh new tweet from him. Urghh feels like slapping him! Penat je merajuk lepastu kau boleh pulak update twitter kann grrr!



Well yeah as usual, he mention ELF on his tweet but tah la.. It hurts, honey you know? T____T
Benci Donghae!

Tapi sayangggg hwaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!

Fgjkwrfh!

One word,


F
R
E
E
D
O
M
M
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FREEDOM FREEDOM FREEDOM! OH FONT TAK BOLEH BESAR LAGI EH? HAHAHA AMEK KAU BESAR NI BIAR PUAS HATI NAMPAK DENGAN JELAS!

Freedom is the best satisfaction everrrr! ^^

Insomnia.

It's 3.57 in the morning and I still can't sleep. I don't know what the hell is wrong with me. Bantu lah aku, ya Allah!

Give up.

Seriously I don't think that I could do this. I can't control this fu**ing feelings anymore. Que sera sera.. Whatever will be, will be. Biarlah saya kecewa.. Saya berserah.

Oh damn I started to hate myself!

No title.

I want himmmm!!!! I do think that we can be a perfect match :D Oh stop being perasan, Fajin. He's just not that into you. Get a life, seriously.

Alaa tapi nakkkkkkkkkkkkk! Macam mana? :'(

It's always been him inside my head for the whole time! Macam boleh jadi gila je. God, I really hate this feeling. The feeling of falling in love... [oh so gay!]

I need to buang this perasaan jauh2. Takut kecewa nanti. But....

Urghh don't be that weak! Come on, Fajin. You have to, okay?

Hm well, as a saying says, "Prevention is much much more better than cure"

I guess I need to control my mind not to thinking too much bout him. Yeah you go girl! ^^

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