Today..

went out with my parents this afternoon.
bought my baju kurung for hari raya at shah alam.
the nearest place, kot.
malas nk g jauh2 since its a fasting month.
at first i dont want to buy any shoes.
planned to buy it by myself.
or maybe, with khai.
because tomorrow we're going to midvalley.

but then, saje masuk Primavera.
just wanna have a look.
huh takde apa yg menarik pun.
but ayah got himself a new pair of shoes there.
then mum said, beli la skali.. kan senang.
and she showed me this wedges.
mcm tak suka, cz its in black.
but beli je [dlm keadaan terpaksa]
uwaaaaaaaaa!!!!

dlm kete, he texted [arep].
a few messages, but then we stopped.
im running out of credits.
eheh :D
but im happy! lalala~

oh oh!
td mama tanya, awk couple dgn faiz eh?
oh damn. terdiam kot time tu.
tnya mama, mana tawu?
she said, farah yg ckp.
tp mama taktau la betul ke tak.
so betul ke?
i was like, errr..
tu dulu la ma.. now dah tak dah.
huhu relax je jwb, kan?
tp dlm hati, macam2!
siap kau farah! urghh

A few changes.

well, this is not the real me, actually.
he made me changed. so drastically.
said that he need time, to make our relationship becomes better.
but heck, he didnt.
he make it even worse.
he lied to me. and hell i believed.
why am i so stupid?
for falling in love with a jerk like him?

arep said that i need to leave him.
so that it would be less hurt for me.
but i still, give him another chances.
why am i being so nice with him?
although he never appreciate it. never, at all.

now, the truth is revealed.
and im really hurt.
its such a heartache.
everything is over now.
i need to make a move.
waiting for him, its like waiting for a rain in a drought.
hopeless, and disappointed.

friends, help me.
help me out from this grief.
i trust u, friends.
only u guys can make me feel better.
and thanks.
thanks 4 always be there by my side.
i love you!

and u, boy..

Please, leave me alone
Get out of my face
I'm tired of love
Feeling so misplaced
Time for you to go
'Cause I know I'm better off on my own, oh
Leave me alone

The Veronicas, Leave Me Alone.

Happy Eid Mubarak .

hey people,
Selamat Berpuasa!
eventhough dah puasa ke-8, but still, not too late right?
haha nway, im back home!
waaa rinduuu!
my blog! aduih. lama sudah tidak update.
masalah besar neh.
dah la for the past 2weeks neh, mcm2 bnda jd.
aihh. mana nak start? aigoo~

last week, almost overnight lua with my housemates.
but seperate ways.
nazira & ika, lepak KL with their scandal.
lela, join me at first, but then jmpa her boyf at masjid jamek.
then she planned nk overnight with her classmates.
me? dgn 3guys. aduih.
lepak pavi, tgk movie til 2am.
dgn siapa? arif, ejat, n cousin ejat.
cane kenal dorg? huh its a long story, i bet u.
but arif, godd.
no words can describe him.
gila caring. tp jahat. suka buli.
ada ke dia kata i bdk2 lg. geram tol.

haha but then, dorg ckp nk overnight o nak balik?
then i said, hantar i balik je la.
dorg risau gak actually, since if i balik, tkde spe kt hostel.
sume org overnight lua.
but mse tu tak pk apa dah. yg penting nk balik.
lalu dpn sri ayu, tgk gate dh kunci.
confirm guard byk tnya nnt. adess.
last2, suruh dorg drop tepi petronas.
situ ada lg 1gate. tp agak scary. wuhh~
then panjat gate. alhamdulillah lepas.

smpi je blik, ejat text.
tnya dh lepas blm.
then i said, im safe. no need to worry :)
few minutes aft that, arep pulak text.
then he called.
ok, borak lama gila kot.
since 3am til subuh.
gila. smpi miss sahur.
oh lupa, its the 1st ramadhan time tu.
huhu and til now, we're still keep in touch with each other :D

the conclusion is, im happy!