SPM.

11th march 09.

SPM...

hm the results will reveal tomorrow.

i had butterflies in my tummy right now.

i keep praying 4 my best result.

but i cant sit still.

i kept going here & there,

wondering what will i get 4 my result tomorrow.

will it be any subject that is fail?

i started thinking of addmaths & LK.

god. i flunked those paper.

i am much worried.

im wondering how many a's i'll get, too.

everyone kept asking me the same question, "berapa A target?"

i said, "i dont know. tkde target. and tak berani nak target. phobia"

the same question & answer.

thats it.

goshh.

im really hoping 4 a miracle to happen tomorrow.

when i pray just now,

i promised to myself that i'll study harder when i got into university o matrix.

yupp, i want to be a successful woman.

and i want to make my parents proud.

i want to prove them that i can do it.

i'll pray 4 my friends too.

my classmates especially.

i really miss them.

i miss the teachers.

i hope i can meet all of them tomorrow.

god. i really want to scream out loud right now.

tension tahap dewa bulan.

i am still missing him somehow.

damn. i really do.

arghhhhh!

its torturing me.

guys,

wish my luck.

and pray 4 me.

hopefully i'll get the best result.

insyaallah. aamin :)